Not In...Ramblings

We are unofficially Not in PGN.... "They" say we will go in tuesday..."They" always say that, lol. "They" also thought we had *the* document that we needed to enter.... Now "They" say that they got it today but because it is a holiday (there not here); we will have to wait till Tuesday to go back in. Of course none of this really matters, right? I mean they explained what documnet they needed...But what should I really care...I can't help one way or the other... For all it matters they could tell me they need a salsa dipped black goose feather from the nearest volcano or they could tell me they need a document....either way whatever!.... at this point all the information in the world doesn't change that my girls are not here and that I can't do anything about it... SO get your goose feather or your document.... just get on with it!
All this blah blah information of documents and dates and names of people who will be taking my stuff from one place to another.... I don't care... I mean *I care* but you know what I mean... If Jose will take this piece of paper to Carlos and he will send it to Maria on Thursday; Great. Fantastic. However unless you give me Carlos, Maria and Jose's cell phone number my impact on all of this is very little. Oh but if I had those cell phone numbers....lol... I am sure I can guarentee you that my impact would be much greater then "They" who passed this info to me. Don't get me wrong I am glad that the Guatemalans on the Ground are getting something done... but they would have been doing something had I not been notified so my importance in the equation is very small. Most days when "They" talk my ear off about details and dates... I just become exhausted. I am sure "They" just want me to feel in the loop... but the loop spins slowly without me.
Unless the loop is "You are out of PGN and have PINK"..... all of these other facts are unimpressive.
Most days I try and save you from the boring details of the Guatemalans on the Ground ... but why should I be the only one who has to suffer through the boredom.... You check the blog (albeit you probably come here for pics only) so perhaps now you can be thankful that I save you from this, lol.